Raven Ambition's Aspergers BLOG

Life's Idiosyncratic Observations. Reflection, with an Asperger's viewpoint. A great WordPress.com site

Info: Autism

Info: Autism, Aspergers

What It Isn’t and What It Is

I speak here within my personal knowledge base, writing ONLY about autistic people are so-called “highly able” or “higher functioning,” because this is my experience. As a member of that group, although I am “less able” to some autistics in some respects (everyone’s different) I identify strongly with my so-called lower functioning peers on a connection level that is stronger than anything I have ever known. That said, in regard to so-called higly abled or highly functioning autistic people, I will refer to them in a generalized way here on this page: as as ‘autists or autistics.

What it isn’t:

A personality disorder.

A collection of quirks? That’s a very generalized descriptive, because the actual physiologic workings, processes, mechanisms of the brain are inherently unique.

A loner?

An autistic is more apt to be a loner, certainly, but a person can be a loner and not be autistic.

Everyone has quirks without exception.

An autist can be seen as behaviorally ‘quirky’ as a result of having a different, unique worldview, a way of seeing and making sense of a world without a need to adhere to social norms, pop culture fads, and conformity.

Add in resistance to change, an appreciation and need for sameness, an inherent want to do the right thing, to be preoccupied with an interest to an extent that others find it offputting. What’s more, anyone at all can be either an introvert or extrovert, whether or not they are autistic.

An autism diagnosis is not a death sentence.

Why go through life undiagnosed? Quote by Phil Schwartz: “The diagnosis was paradoxically liberating.”

A diagnosis at any age can not only be reaffirming and a revelation, but it can be a gateway to supports: social skills groups, job and life coaches, and countless other helps.

Each individual IS an individual, so needs vary.

As a person on board of directions for Art of Autism, I hope to find ways, to offer suggestions in bringing awareness to this:

Once a child ages out of schools, the supports trickle away. Imagine never having supports to begin with because of a lack of diagnosis? People tend to seek them out and pay out of pocket. That shouldn’t have to be so.

PERSONALLY SPEAKING

I have many of the same sensitivities to smells, sounds and touch that ‘lower functioning’

autists have.

I may not however, have it to their degree.

There is hyper and also hypo sensitivity.

I would explain that as either being too sensitive to a sensation, in that you won’t tolerate a

certain texture, smell, or sound, etc., such as the sound of a lawn mower sending you into the

house with your hands over your ears—or conversely, “showing” little effect from a

sensation- like insisting on wearing heavy clothing in Summer because it’s comforting and

soft. I wore the same sweater year round in fifth grade. I wrote about this in Women From

Another Planet, and also in the chapter of UTBM: “Eraser Balls.”

Don’t underestimate the seriousness of the challenges facing so-called high functioning autistics

People speak of clumsiness and also ‘an odd way of walking’ to be traits of a lot of people

autistics. I am clumsy to a fault and have the scars to prove this. I once accidentally put a

knife all the way through my hand on Thanksgiving Day. Not all of us ARE clumsy.

(I am.) 🙂 But the struggles don’t stop there. Not ‘reading’ situations, being

misjudged, accidentally severing meaningful connections or not knowing

how to have them in the first place, sensitivities which inhibit growth,

enjoyment, experiences, all this and more.While I embrace who I am,

that was not always the case.

Many of us will make up a word when none suits us, or our speech will seem highly formal. We may be childlike. People may say behind our backs: “She talks odd.” I’ve known many an Autistic to be absolutely in love with words. Note my font switching fun here. I undoubtedly adore words.

But who are Autistics really? Some of us are savants, excelling in something mindblowingly extraordinary.

Most of us ARE NOT! I am not a savant. I am a mediocre painter who gets my work into books (on one occasion on the cover of Debbie Hosseini-Muzikar’s Art of Autism book), and into galleries. I’m a published author who can learn most types of art easily. I’m someone who adores words and like a lot of autistic people, slang befuddles me, I take things literally, Being somewhat of a word snob, I like words pronounced a certain way and can come across as a pedant (I am).

I try to do right by others, an empath who feels deeply about spreading peace, and about cherishing environment. I’m pedantic to a fault, yes. In my case I also have Selective Mutism (SM). Many Autistics have a dual diagnosis. They may have a co-morbid “Sensory Integration” problem like me, or SM along with their autism diagnosis. They could have clinical dysythmic depression like me or bi-polar or just about any type of thing on top of their Aspergers/Autism.

We are all around you:

Non-drivers like me with depth perception difficulties and lack of direction, busdrivers, teachers, department store employees, waiters, janitors, computer technicians, lawyers, doctors. There has even been a trend to include us in TV shows and movies.

It is helpful for children to know that as they grow, they

can develop coping strategies.

They can also adapt and get better at blending; and assimilate into many kinds of accomodating professions. Their loyalty and innane ability to see problems from unique points of view can only be an asset. Sometimes disclosing the Aspergers/Autism is advisable because the workplace can make accomodations and set you up for success. It’s a personal decision whether or not to disclose. Many people refuse even, to try and “blend in.” I admire them for doing what works for them as an individual in their unique circumstance.

DON’T call a person with Aspergers:

slow

retarded

stupid

ridiculous

mental

special

or any other demeaning reference. How is that going to help? Bullying doesn’t help either! More often than not the “problems” lie in the want for sameness, the attention to detail, focus on interests to the exclusion of most everything else, inability to consider other views, the ‘clumsy’ social interactions, inability to look someone in the eye (No it’s not a sign of shiftiness, it’s uncomfortable). The isolation, avoidance, or tendency to be very honest and upset people without knowing it….and more.

A lot of Autistics are very smart, intellectual and knowledgable about myriad things. A person interested in Einstein might know things about him —–but an Autistic KNOWS what Einstein liked for breakfast, where he vacationed and that he played violin, and had affairs.

People say we lack empathy but do not believe it.

An unexpressed emotion can still exist. The confusion lies here: A lot of people need to SEE

emotion in someone’s eyes, facial expressions or gestures. Someone like me, struggles with

both interpretting these things AND carrying them out. So, an unexpressed

emotion is still empathy although you may not see it in a way you are accustomed to seeing

it. The problem lies in taking that emotion and SHOWING it in a societally acceptable way.

“Oddities” in tone of voice, word choices, collecting things that others think are meaningless…

Ever hear of alexithymia? That means a difficulty in explaining one’s emotions or feelings to someone. We’ve got the verbosity to do so but really it’s difficult in the translation and that’s the core of it: it has to do with the WAY in which every thing is getting processed, filtered and spit out, in a meaningful way. Meaningful to the Autistic, not necessarily so to the listener or observer. And not every autistic is alexithymic.

I know people who think Aspergers/Autisim is a disease, or a consequence of not trying hard enough. WRONG. WRONG. I know people who are ashamed by people on the spectrum. Who think we are “less than.” I know people who think we are brain damaged or lack confidence to be any other way, NO! Not true. Autism is NOT:

a disease

a person not trying hard enough

less than a whole person

brain damage

mental deficit

sad, pity-worthy

mental retardation

horrible upbringing

result of traumatic assault or injury

lack of confidence

Confidence can run the gamut of strong to weak in anyone. A lack of confidence does not run hand in hand with Aspergers. I know people who consider Aspergers a mental deficit, or a sad, sad thing. Some think it must be due to mental retardation, a bad bump on the head, bad upbringing, even trauma. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG and WRONG. In many families there is a genetic predisposition, like passing down freckles or blonde hair.

I can’t possibly begin to relate the true experience of what it is like to be autistic on one single web page. Plenty of fine people have written memoirs on the subject. I encourage you to read these accounts as well as my own in Under The Banana Moon and to all non-autistic readers, understand, respect, include, and accept everyone.

Raven Ambition's Aspergers BLOG

Life's Idiosyncratic Observations. Reflection, with an Asperger's viewpoint. A great WordPress.com site

Autism Hall of Fame (Awetism Hall of Fame)'s Blog

This is the official blog of the Autism Hall of Fame (Awetism Hall of Fame)

Everyday Asperger's

Life through the eyes of a female with Aspergers

the silent wave

life through one female Asperger's lens

Autistic Travel Coach

Transform your life through travel

Deborah J. Brasket

Living on the Edge of the Wild

The Raven's Nest

ART - Aesthete and other fallacies

Actually Autistic Blogs List

A list of blogs by Actually Autistic bloggers

Memoir Revolution

Tell Your Story - Change the World

Jeannie Davide-Rivera

Award-Winning Author of Twirling Naked in the Streets and No One Noticed; Growing Up with Undiagnosed Autism shares her book, life, and insight into the mind of children and adults on the autism spectrum.

Kira Moore's Closet

Ever Moving Forward

existentiallens

Being Photography

The Inspiration Shots

“It takes a lot of imagination to be a good photographer."

Joshi Daniel Photography

Photoblog of Joshi Daniel

WellDressedGeek - WDG

Random Photography, Fine Art and Fashion

Aspiesforfreedom's Blog

Autism speaks for itself. Say yes to diversity-Say no to Autism Speaks

y

what it comes down to

A Leaf in Springtime

"Be a dew to the soil of the human heart."

Aware of Awareness

THE PERSONAL BLOG OF CRYSTAL FLEMING

monica byrne

novelist . playwright . screenwriter

Muddy Kisses

Finding beauty in the mess

Decoupage Germany/ Serviettentechnik Deutschland.

Awesome crafts and ideas. Custom gifts for any occasion. Decoupage secrets and tips. Germany.

Beautiful random dark thoughts of 3 autistic females

Aspergers, Autism, women, girls, female

The Elephant in the Room

Writing about my experiences with: depression, anxiety, OCD and Aspergers

mejfote

life fashion & more

sometimesihatemycat

my daily life in poetry and practice

58 Day Dreams

This Blog Is The Cat’s Meow!

Spock's Sister Sees

Through the microscope

Mytwosentences

Fitted Storytelling from Edward Roads

New / Amsterdam

A mother / daughter blog covering two continents

Bridgette Tales

Everybody has a story. Here's a little of mine.

Musings of an Aspie

one woman's thoughts about life on the spectrum

Barking Sycamores

Neurodivergent literature and its craft

Owls and Orchids

Life, Love, Spiritual Living and the odd Catastrophe.....

OCD In The Family

One Family's Tale

Mooncatadams's Blog

Just another WordPress.com weblog

Share Your Articles

“If you want to be a writer, you must do two things above all others: read a lot and write a lot.”

valeriu dg barbu

©valeriu barbu

%d bloggers like this: